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i've had a headache all day [Jan. 4th, 2009|07:55 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Mood | calm]

... and it sucks.

i'm so bored. tomorrow my sister goes back to school, and i have another week until my break is over... that day is also my 20th birthday. yay me! normally i do something pretty big for my birthday, but i honestly do not know what to do. i'm too old to have friends come over, and i'm (unfortunately) too young to go out and party. i'll probably just end up going out for lunch on saturday or sunday before i leave for ball state.

i don't really want to go back to ball state. i'm just tired of being the dorms, and i feel like i never have enough time when i'm down there to do anything. right now i'm in the process of trying to find a house to live in next year, and it's so difficult. we are looking for a 6 bedroom house, and those come around very rarely. if it doesn't work out then i plan on moving back to fort wayne, and i'll go to ipfw.

from now on i'm going to try to write in here more than i do because i always feel better after i do.
okay, i'm going to go watch hancock now.
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ugh, i hate august... [Aug. 12th, 2008|10:36 pm]
[Current Mood | annoyed]
[Current Music |watching House Hunters]

So as you can see, I really hate August. It always seems to be the worst month out of the year.

I'll start off with the first bad thing about this month. When we were at Warped Tour, we thought it was a good idea to watch FFTL while waiting for GCH. Oh were we wrong because Tanasia almost died because FFTL fans are evil.

Then, this past Thursday we find out that my cousin was involved in the police chase in New Haven. He was the driver, and he ended up killing his best friend. His mother is in Las Vegas, and acts like this whole thing is a joke... she isn't even coming here to support him. My mom and grandma feel like it's their fault because they helped raise him, and it has nothing to do with them.

To add onto the stress, the 9th was the 5th anniversary of my fathers death. Saturday was a horrible day.

Then, on Sunday we thought we would have a nice day, and go to the lake. We were walking out to the boat for a ride, and my grandma decided she didn't want to wait for anyone to help down a huge step down the pier. Next thing I know, she's lying in the sand, and there is blood everywhere. She fell when I turned around to yell at my mom. We were thankful that the neighbors (one of Tanasia's previous teachers, Mrs. Hayes) saw the whole thing happen, so they came to help, and called 911. We thought that she broke her arm, so we took her to the hospital. She just cut it up really bad, and she extremely bruised. Luckily, she didn't hit her head on the back of the boat.
Ugh, now I have to pack all my stuff for school, and my mom keeps getting emotional about that.
This upcoming week is going to be so much fun... not.

Anywhooo, I am excited about going back to school and seeing Sarah, Heather, and everyone else. I hope this school year is really great. :]
 
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this changes everything [Feb. 25th, 2008|03:20 pm]
[Current Location |muncie]
[Current Music |the great golden baby by circa survive]

i haven't written in here for a while... anywho, life is going pretty well. ball state was actually better than i thought it would be, even though i wish i could have gone to columbia. as of the moment i am an anthropology major, but i'm not sure if that's something that i actually want to do with my life. bsu is supposed to start offering music business as a major which would be amazing because i think that's what i want to do. if neither of those majors work out then i'll probably do elementary education or major in education and minor in history... i'm not too sure yet.

this summer should be fun, i hope to buy a car so i can start going to more shows in detroit and chicago, and hang out with my ock buddies. speaking of ock, lately it's been pretty dead, and it's like i don't really connect with the people that post in there now. this doesn't mean i'm not going to post anymore because i definitely will.

the past few weeks have been really weird because i feel like i have a better friendship with sarah than with abby. abby is starting to loose her damn mind. she thinks that rhea is being extremely mean to her, but nothing has changed. rhea is not being mean to her. i think that being away from her family is taking a toll on her. she needs to talk to a counselor.

i think i'm gonna go take a nap
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you wanna piece of me? [Nov. 7th, 2007|03:59 pm]
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[Current Location |my dorm]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |Piece of Me by Britney Spears]

ugh, i wish i was going to see cobra on the 21st, but i don't have a ride. sad day. i have to go to math class in less than an hour, and i don't want to... math is my most boring class. after class alexa is coming down here, so i'm pretty much excited about that. i think we're going to indy to get my ipod... which they better have or i'm gonna kick someone's ass.


i watch waaaay too many disney shows. haha.

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holla [Oct. 23rd, 2007|09:46 pm]
[Current Location |dorm]
[Current Mood | sick]
[Current Music |dancing with the stars]

so i'm now sick because of this ridiculous weather. the other week it was 90 degrees outside, and now it's 50 degrees. it got waaaay too cold waaaaay too fast.
this past weekend i was in chicago for the fob show. the show was amazing... the rest of the weekend not so much. my best friend is changing, and i'm not sure if i like the new her. she's way too laid back, and doesn't really get anything done. i didn't even get to do what was planned for the weekend, which bothers me a lot. i wish everything would have went the right way. on the plus side... i did get a piece of pete's shirt. i punched this little kid to get to it. lmao. 

this weekend i'm actually spending most of the weekend with my famz, i hope everything turns out okay. i just found out that a cousin on my dad's side of the family just died due to complications with diabetes. he was such a nice person. my uncle's sister also died, which is really wierd because we just saw her not too long ago and she was perfectly fine. it makes you think how much time you really have in this world.

sunday on the way back to muncie we ended up getting stuck in traffic due to an accident that killed five people. i feel terrible for them... and there is a chance that if we would have left any earlier we would have seen them die.

i'm going to try to get some sleep now because i feel the nyquil kicking in. haha.

roho xo

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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2007|05:32 pm]
my life is a fucking joke. barn bash is tonight and i can't even go because i don't have a fucking ride. thanks for telling me that i would need to find my own ride. thanks for getting in my face for no reason. thanks for being such an awesome fucking friend.

i just want to go home and be with my family right now. i should have never come here.
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ugh [Sep. 13th, 2007|09:29 pm]
[Current Location |my dorm room]
[Current Mood | irritated]
[Current Music |csi]

for once i'm going to post in here.
right now i'm sitting in my dorm room, thinking about what i've done.
i have realized that i am a very mean person, and i'm not sure why. i tend to take my angry out on everyone around me, and i'm sorry about that.
i wish someone would listen to me for once. 
i wish they wouldn't come in my room and make noise, even though i've asked them multiple times to stop.
i wish i had better study habits.
i wish my family wasn't so dumb.
i wish people would trust me.
i wish i could find a guy that liked me, for me.
i wish i didn't have such a big mouth.
i wish i wouldn't get so jealous.
i wish i could be more of a believer.
i wish i was happy with myself.


the other day i found my old livejournal, and as i was reading it i realized how immature i was. it was ridiculous... i wish i could remember the password to it.

i'm going to go try to study.

truefuckinglovebitches

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Goodbye you liar [Jan. 12th, 2007|10:25 am]
[Current Location |mi casa]
[Current Mood | content]
[Current Music |brand new]

So yesterday was my 18th birthday, and that means new classes start in school. I passed english, which makes me extremely happy, now the only class I have to pass to graduate is Gov./Econ... I"m sure I'll be okay.
Going out to Cheddar's today with my friends. So yeah... I'll update later. 


I love these lyrics:
life is a test and I get bad marks
Now some saint got the job of writing down my sins
The storm is coming, the storm is coming in



roshele
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yep [Dec. 29th, 2006|12:13 pm]
[Current Location |my house]
[Current Mood | calm]
[Current Music |playradioplay!]

So it's Christmas break, and I'm soooo happy that we're out of school because I need time to get my senior project together. 
Next month I turn 18, which I'm really excited for. I'll finally be old enough to get a better job, and a tattoo or piercing.
Only 6 months to go of high school. I can't wait to get out and start college. Hopefully I'll be able to last at Columbia. : ]

Yeah, I don't know what else to say so yeah. 
I'll update later when I have something to say.

<33
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hi [Dec. 9th, 2006|08:53 pm]
[Current Mood | cold]
[Current Music |lily allen]

hi. this is my first post... i'll probably use this for ranting, and other stuff. so yeah.

i have to go to work, and i don't want to. :/
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